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Watching Them Watch Me...
Sometimes I think that there are people whose only purpose in life is to spy on me.
All these little coincidences like the blue car in the field and the noises in the dark.
Not to forget those people who stare at me as if they'd just bumped into a movie star or a serial killer.
Seems like I am the star in some fucked up indie-movie.
But the real question is:
Am I paranoid or a megalomaniac?

Klick here for distorted self-photography
1.12.04 18:13

Welcome to the Freakshow, Here We Go

Confused? Me, never
I turn my world upside-down
Out of sheer boredom.

Retreating to sarcastic Haikus ought to be the eighth of the deadly sins.
Since it is not I shall burn in hell for something else.

8.12.04 18:37

I'm a Whore to Music...
You're getting boring.
Yes you. With the Microphone in your hand and your voice in other people's heads.
Can't stick with you and always move on.
Move on, move on, move on.
Back to the English language. Sorry dear rest of the world.
Just wait for your turn and shut up already.
Lean back Placebo, I'll listen to you on my way to school.
Maybe. Maybe not.
Afraid of hating Ani D. but I can't help myself obsessing over her.
Too honest, too beautiful [to not fall in love with her].
But I know I'll change my mind eventually. I always do.
[Can't imagine these words feeling empty though]
Modest Mouse, PJ Harvey, Radiohead and the two or three songs from The Blood Brothers mingle with her and create new sounds in my ears.

Everyone else seems so empty.
Like a street that I've walked down a thousand times before
and no matter where I look I know every expression upon every face.
16.12.04 18:41

Schindler's List
And all I keep thinking about is that blood in the snow looks so fucking beautiful.

What a shame.
What a damned shame.

"Oskar Schindler showed qualities that were rare in his time, like humanity and courage."
No. You're wrong.

These qualities and those people we would define as good are never more or less existant in any specific time.
Nowadays simply more people claim to have these qualities and nobody, not even themselves, will ever find out the truth,
because nowadays all you have to do is find big words for minor events and pull children out of lakes and rivers.

Isn't it nice to know that you won't have to go out of your way in order to become a hero?
18.12.04 23:03

What the Internet Says About Me...
messy, irritable, depressed, fragile, worrying, emotionally sensitive, does not like to lead, phobic, weird, suspicious, low self control, paranoid, frequently second guesses self, dependent, unproductive, introverted, weak, strange, unassertive, submissive, familiar with the dark side of life, feels invisible, rash, vain, anti-authority, heart over mind, low self concept, disorganized, not good at saving money, avoidant, daydreamer, unadventurous
20.12.04 02:45

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